Like seriously I been going to a gym since August, but regularly in the last two months and I don't look or feel different, I don't even weigh any less then when I started, not that I'm trying to be some digustingly anorexic stick figure. Not to mention I get wicked bad anxiety a lot of times, depends on who or whats there and going on but its getting a little better, I hate going alone but that can't be helped....on the plus side their are Kit people to reference off!...ugh.
Also I'm having a hard time drawing, I have art assignments I should have finished two weeks ago and I have absolutely no inspiration or motivation to draw at all, and what little I do I have thrown up on Tumblr only since I don't get much advice or general response on here from anyone. And that goes for art in general, and I think it is because I am used to drawing with someone, which is something I can't do any more, either we had a falling out and I don't want to see them no more or they have offline business like school and work, which that one is understandable so the only two people who I do get to draw with they're both usually busy with work, thats something I can't help but it does get kinda lonely when you tend to draw 150% more often with others than with out and/or alone, kinda like how I'm refusing to upload comic pages I've done for my own personal garbage cause I see no point if it's not getting at the very least, glanced at.
Also medical bills are out of control and I need to find a way to make more money, cause A) I haven't had commission work in a couple months and B) work decided to sever ALL medical and perscription coverage so I can't even get my much needed pills any more to reduce severe constant pain, they also cut my hours at work down to the legal minimum, I literally make ninety bucks a week and I get 160 bucks in bills a week, you do the fucking math. Were also on pay raise freezes for the next five years, and don't say "get a better job" I've been trying for two years now, no one wants to hire me, I couldn't imagine whats on paper they don't like considering all I do is bust my ass and get paid nothing, meanwhile we got people who have been there for over twenty years who get hundreds a week and they don't lift a finger and goof off on the intercom all day...this stress must be leading too the two issues above. I just can't stand when people say I'm not helping myself and need a better working situation when I have been doing just that in ever physical way possible and how its especially unfair I can't do alf the jobs I want to because I didn't go to colledge for a 50,000 dollar piece of paper that says you can under pay me to do art, specially considering I think a lot of people who do have art degrees are pretty shit tier artists themselves, its super encouraging and its showing a huge drop in my efforts when I do actually draw, I'm damned surprized if something is actually completed.
Commision Info (Currently You Are Helping Fund: Medical Bills oh yes)
Pencil sketch: $10.00
Shaded Pencil: $20.00
Additional Characters: $4.00 per character
Custom Munny - Micro: $30.00 (Primed with no colour - $20.00)
Custom Munny - Mini: $50.00 (Primed with no colour - $40.00)
Custom Munny - Original: $70.00 (Primed with no colour - $60.00)
Dream Catcher Necklace: $15.00 (Ring of Semi Precious stones - $4.00 Per ring)
Small Dream Catcher - 3 Inch: $15.00 (Additional stones - $4.00 Per ring)
Medium Dream Catcher - 5 Inch: $25.00 (Additional stones - $5.00 Per ring)
Large Dream Catcher - 7 Inch: $35.00 (Additional stones - $6.00 Per ring)
Press On Painted Nails - 24 count set: $15.00
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